(Not so) Happy Holidays!

So.. I have spent more than I was willing to these past few weeks. Just because I was so sick of work. And thinking and deciding about things spontaneously had become my outlet, I suppose. Which leads to too much spending and being a lazy ass and stuff.

Work.. I know I have made my mind before Christmas break to finally resign from this- ugh I don’t even know what to call it anymore. It’s sooo tiring and.. I’m just not happy anymore. I’m sick of it, and I wanted out. But now that the holiday break’s almost over, I swear I haven’t done anything yet to prepare myself for coming back to the office.

Can I just.. pass the letter and not think about anything anymore? I hate my lazy and stubborn and scared shit inside me. 😦